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Summery of what's happened since my last journal posting, My Fiance is no longer my Fiance now, My time at Cintas is over tomorrow, I'm hurting at how much I have lost now that I look back and I see the pages of my book are being burned to a cinder with every fucking word I write into it.... The person I was I no longer feel like him anymore!!! I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING GHOST OF MY FORMER SELF!!!!!!
I am in depression and I want to only run from my past and myself because I feel I have nothing left of who I was. I made so many mistakes in the past few months now that I have about burned most of my life to nothingness.
I can't help, but feel like a wolf that has lost the few things that it had to call his own: His future mate, his future, but most importantly the soul that he knew as his own and had it replaced with a cold, hollow substitute of a soul in place of it.
...I don't expect any sympathy of any kind...I don't want to be pitied...This is just my life right now and how hollow and alone and hurt I am feeling....
I am in depression and I want to only run from my past and myself because I feel I have nothing left of who I was. I made so many mistakes in the past few months now that I have about burned most of my life to nothingness.
I can't help, but feel like a wolf that has lost the few things that it had to call his own: His future mate, his future, but most importantly the soul that he knew as his own and had it replaced with a cold, hollow substitute of a soul in place of it.
...I don't expect any sympathy of any kind...I don't want to be pitied...This is just my life right now and how hollow and alone and hurt I am feeling....
Life time update
I fuckin hate life sometimes. Life update here proves I am still alive. My world feels more like its been flipped inside out and upside down. With the world the way it has been. I've had COVID 19. I got a dog...her name is Lily. I have had the humbling experience of being homeless. I still feel like something of me has been left in the wind of the streets. I wish I hadn't lost specific jobs, homes. I live with a more jaded and negative outlook on life...like I lost a bit more of what little innocence I have left. I am still gonna be here. I will do my best to be more active. I am so sorry I have been inactive for so long.
I'M ALIVE
Hey everyone. I'm so sorry I have been inactive.
I have been so busy with College which I will be going back this summer. I lost my last job and so on leading to me going to college. I know Some of you probably know this, probably I haven't said a damn thing to you about it.
I'm now happily reengaged to the woman who goes by ~ShininLatias (https://www.deviantart.com/shininlatias) Shininlatias here on DA. She and I have been together for almost 6 to 7 years now since the beginning. She moved out here about three years ago. Now she and I moved out of my parents place into an apartment where she and I live together. Its small, but pictures will be coming soon if I can. There is s
I IS A MOTHER F***ING WEREWOLF YALL!!!
VAMPIRE
[ ] You’d Rather Be Pale Than Tan.
[] You Like To Eat Or Drink Red Things.
[X ] You’re Lustful/Sexual.
[X ] When You’re Kissing Someone, You Tend To Bite Them.
[ ] You’re Dark, Mysterious, And Seductive.
[ ] You’ve Tasted Your Own Blood Before And Liked It.
[] Being Out In The Sun Too Long Makes You Feel Weak.
[ ] You’re graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You’re more active at night.
Total: 3
INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS
[ ] You’re Incredibly Lustful/Sexual.
[ ] Sex Is Al
I dare ya :3 (stolen from :iconfox-jake: )
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Oh dear goodness, message me. I don't feel like the kind of person who wants to have an in depth conversation with you over a comment chat that anyone can read. But I feel for you.